arashi :D

oh dear god. i am so embarassed. during japanese class, sensei was teaching us how to count people, and she showed us a picture of arashi. i started hyperventilating and saying "arashi" repeatedly. people were looking at me extremely oddly. She pointed to the picture, but i thought she wanted us to learn the name of the people and i yelled matsujun... i am such a sad person. :( although, if she had put a picture of NEWS, i may have died right then and there. *sighs* oh well :D it made my day, anyway.
music: stardust by NEWS yahootie :D
mood: lovely.

Angsty Nerds

This world is filled with many different kinds of people. Every one can be organized into de facto categories of kinds of people. There are the preps, the eccentrics, the workaholics, you get the gist. There are many more, and some people are hybrids of two or more types. The "class" that I have chosen to focus on today are nerds/dorks etc. I have previously classified myself as a hybrid of dork and eccentric and a few other (haha, wouldn't that be called fangirl?) Just be it known, I have nothing against these kinds of people. anyway....

Yes. there are a lot of these people. They can be recognized in many ways. There are sooo many of these people in my school. They tend to clump together and discuss their techie needs and obsessions et cetera. I have found that some of these "dorks" who may seem so innocent actually have double lives and/or personalities. My friend and I met this kid at school who seemed quite nice. Thanks to google, we found a few of his sites/accounts. Wow. That kid was not what he seemed at first. He had all these poisonous thoughts and verbal assaults on every topic in existence that could possibly have annoyed him. He had, like, this whole other side to him!!! it was creepy.

I suppose everyone has double personalities in a way, but this guy was an extreme case....

Which leads me to muse... could I be an angsty nerd? I don't think I'm particularly... angsty.. as it were.... but many of my friends have told me that i have another side to me that can get quite scary compared to my "innocent schoolgirl" side. What am I supposed to think?? @____@ maybe it's just because i'm a closet otaku, or something. oh well. I'll leave the rest of the thinking up to you.

I can't sleep! Angsty Nerds will eat me in my sleep!!!!!

Music: Hajimete Asa by tegomasu

Mood: Ponderous.. (yes that is my own word, deal with it.)

Death Note

ya-hootie :) today, yours truly and some friends were supposed to finish watching "L change the world". But, my dear friends have lives, and today does not work out. When we first started watching it, we had just previously finished "Ringu". Ficchan (friend 1) was freaking out and extremely scared out of her pants. I saw kenichi matsuyama on the screen and I fell off the couch and kissed the tv screen. I was then whacked by my kind friends and called a two timer. *sigh* when i went to kinokuniya in nyc with hana-chan, we saw this huge life size poster of kenichi! she wanted to kiss it and take a pic, but there was a sign next to it that said "no photos please." :( in my depression, i blew $28 on a NEWS pacific dome concert photo book. So, all's well that ends well :D

Music: none, i'm actually in bio right now... in my head, truth by arashi is playing.

Mood: meh.