Angsty Nerds

This world is filled with many different kinds of people. Every one can be organized into de facto categories of kinds of people. There are the preps, the eccentrics, the workaholics, you get the gist. There are many more, and some people are hybrids of two or more types. The "class" that I have chosen to focus on today are nerds/dorks etc. I have previously classified myself as a hybrid of dork and eccentric and a few other (haha, wouldn't that be called fangirl?) Just be it known, I have nothing against these kinds of people. anyway....

Yes. there are a lot of these people. They can be recognized in many ways. There are sooo many of these people in my school. They tend to clump together and discuss their techie needs and obsessions et cetera. I have found that some of these "dorks" who may seem so innocent actually have double lives and/or personalities. My friend and I met this kid at school who seemed quite nice. Thanks to google, we found a few of his sites/accounts. Wow. That kid was not what he seemed at first. He had all these poisonous thoughts and verbal assaults on every topic in existence that could possibly have annoyed him. He had, like, this whole other side to him!!! it was creepy.

I suppose everyone has double personalities in a way, but this guy was an extreme case....

Which leads me to muse... could I be an angsty nerd? I don't think I'm particularly... angsty.. as it were.... but many of my friends have told me that i have another side to me that can get quite scary compared to my "innocent schoolgirl" side. What am I supposed to think?? @____@ maybe it's just because i'm a closet otaku, or something. oh well. I'll leave the rest of the thinking up to you.

I can't sleep! Angsty Nerds will eat me in my sleep!!!!!

Music: Hajimete Asa by tegomasu

Mood: Ponderous.. (yes that is my own word, deal with it.)